Hi! You can call me Freddy. Been playing 6max cash for a few months now. In critical moments of my life I always got the "What if it goes wrong?", hence the title.
Been really inspired by Freenachos, Orca and Martinelli's blogs here so wanted to have my own “from a dreamer to a crusher” type of blog.

Will post lifestyle type rants aswell. Been dealing with loneliness sometimes and lack of selfworth is definitely one of main life leaks atm.

Poker:

Playing 100nl, mostly EU evenings.

Main leaks are passivity, mostly postflop, tend to look for reasons to protect checking range instead of reasons to fire.
Also need to improve on preflop(stacking off to light with tight population I feel like), 3bet pots post and adjusting to recreationals. Right now I struggle to adapt to high vpip recs and it leads to tilt and stationy plays after.
I think I feel the need to win fast and that leads to lack of disciplined folds on the river and also tilt when I make mistakes.

Will post results and reviews, all feedback is welcomed and please be direct and honest when you disaggree, life is too short to pull back words, LFG!